Why is god so hateful

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Future post denying the Covid existence, calling it a hoax, will be addressed via the warning system. Why do I hate God so much? Dec 6, 1. I think it goes back to when I was abused at a Christian school as a child. But that can't be all. I'm a 20 year old guy and I was raised in an extremely religious household. I went to Christian school from Kindergarten to 9th grade, where I was abused by the adults and bullied by the other children, to the point of receiving daily death threats.

I have had low self esteem since 5, depression since 10, and been suicidal on and off since I didn't start to actually hate God until I was 16 or so, a couple of years after leaving Christian school. But since then my hatred of God has just grown and grown. I spend all day thinking about it. About a year ago I built a romantic relationship with one girl because she believes she is doomed to hell too. I have started meditating, just because I hate God so much.

That's how bad it has gotten. I'm not sure exactly what's caused this? Is it psychosis? My official psychiatric diagnosis is Major Depressive Disorder with psychotic features. I see demons, I go to hell in my dreams, but I find it relaxing. I love the demons. I don't do drugs that aren't prescribed currently I am on prescribed Prozac, Abilify, and Gabapentin I don't know what is wrong with me.

Does anyone have any theological perspectives on this? Like x 1 Friendly x 1 List. Dec 6, We teamed up with Faith Counseling. Can they help you today? Dec 6, 2. Last edited: Dec 6, Dec 6, 3. In other words, we believe and desire before we think.

I crave, I desire the chips, and unless I am intentional about my choice, I will follow my desires. Although parts of it are difficult to swallow, the Old Testament is ultimately a love story of a Father and His children. It is a story of the Father teaching His children how to reciprocate so they can have the fulfilling relationship with their creator they were designed to have.

You see, Genesis chapter 3 through Malachi chapter 4 is an essential part of the story of redemption and love that should make us want to orient our lives around the God who loves. Your browser does not support HTML5 audio. Large toggle button. Previous track button Next track button. God does a lot of asshole things that I completely disagree with and that is one of the major reasons why I hate him.

Forcing you to live? And then sending you to hell just for trying to get rid of the pain??????? If anything, that should make people hate him even more. I thought god was loving. This is just my point of view. I completely disagree with the fact that god sends people to hell just for not believing in him. Not believeing in him in completely understandable because what proof is there if a god? God does so many ridiculous things. I also hate God for creating me at all. I hate what god does to me.

I will never in my LIFE respect or worship someone who does this many horrible things to me; and to many other innocent people who do NOT deserve it. It is SO annoying. I am sick of my life ONLY getting worse every year since Also, I hate New Years and Christmas. It just makes me want to die even more. I literally talk to myself at least a few times a week about how much I hate God and why.

The thing is; I just hate his fucking guts. And he does so many things I disagree with,. Look, I also know a handful of loving christians. Some co-workers even had the nerve to keep repeatedly inviting me to their church.

Over the years, I learned to just tune them out, then the teabag movement in just emboldened them. If you are gay or transgender are you really going to believe in a God that made you fancy the same sex but then hates you for doing it. So why not make the world like this originally? The people who are commenting are not telling the entire story about becoming a born-again Christian. If all Christians would do what Jesus said there would be no bigotry, no hate, but only the love of God shown to others.

Whoever loves his brother lives in the light. See 1 John This is why the world is confused about what an evangelical is. Be assured, God is still in control and still at work in this world but the devil is also in the world stirring up controversy, skepticism, hate, bigotry, anything to get people away from God and religion. I am sure you mean well, but surely you can see that this is just your opinion about what the Bible says. Yet, every official statement of Evangelical doctrine says that salvation is by grace, not works.

Personally, if I was still a Christian I would agree with you. Do you really believe that the majority of Evangelicals are living by what you have stated in your comment?

These same people are pro-life, yet they inexplicably support the American war machine and capital punishment. American exceptionalism, nationalism, and capitalism is the triune God I see worshiped by many Evangelicals. So I ask you, who and where are these Evangelicals who, with singleness of mind, literally obey the commands of Christ and walk in his steps?

Can any Cristian really say that they are explicitly and completely obeying the commands o Jesus? Giving God credit and Satan blame allows people to escape accountability and reward for their behavior. I am all for giving credit to whom credit is due. Anyway, I know, not a Biblical interpretation.

A person who actually holds fully right belief, fully passionately — will make noticeable effort — even if they, being human, will fail. The problem, as I see it is, we live in darkness, isolated from God. If you put an animal in a cage, and deprive it of food — it might display rabid, untrusting behavior; it might just model the hurt it itself feels, knowing nothing else.

Everyday I am hurt by Evangelical Christians, but I recognize I have failed myself somehow to be here, and I try to be cognizant of all the ways I fail because that is the ONLY way to stop judging others.

I question the logic of doing works for salvation — I think the evangelicals are right in that, the works should flow from the overwhelming love a person feels for others which can only come from right belief, right faith, and an experience of God. Otherwise you get people doing the veneer of right works, which crumbles easily, because the heart is not there — just a fear of failure.

In order to remove that fear of failure, a person must accept what at first might seem unfair — everyone, from the person that arrives to work in the field first, to last — gets forgiven, completely, because God is perfect love.

God forgives that bigot. God forgives whatever sins the gay person has. God forgives absolutely everyone. But God said all things are possible — well, with belief in me. Anyway, my own life is personally hell since we moved to the South where the fundamentalists live. People give me dirty looks for breastfeeding my child. Anyway, just my 2 cents. So many evangelicals love to vilify and even advocate the killing of gay people. God hates homosexuals according to his holy Word. People hate Christians because they shout out the holy word of God almighty!

As long as you can vilify the object of your hatred using God, you can never be wrong. Give me good hate and you have my offering in your hate-plate! With hateful KKKreesteeyans like these, who needs Demons? Christian means Christ Like.